| well in a year alot has changed i managed to find band memebers that are actully worth being in a band with i love my new family the sic family. The love life is still non existen but hey hopefully that will change . Im happy and doing alot better im nowhere near depression like i used to be and shit just bounches off of me now. work still sucks but its work its always gonna suck can't help that lol... i mean there ain't much else i can say i still miss my grandmom but can't bring here back so whatever but like i said life is going pretty good |
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| holy fuck chris is on xanga again omg hey you fucks who really wanna
know about my life im alive and thats all that matters ssr is over fuck
them and now im looking to star a new life
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| Oh fuck once again im back lets see side show toke a plung be losing
our singer lou ummm i bearly talk to any of my friends and i like it
like that side show just picked up bill williams and sierra on vocals
and i hope they work out because ssr is my life and pathmark is great
my all time favorite person works there now STEPH YAY 
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| well i was sitting here and i said fuck it why not make a post so me
and diana are as tight as ever oh yeah for you fucks who tried to split
us apart we got one thing to say to you FUCK YOU umm lets
see SIDE SHOW REJECTS are doing fucking amazing we are getting shows we
are recording oh it awesome my life is a hell of alot better now that i
don't give a fuck lol anyway i love my band and i love my friend and
family the ones i have still anyway
and now im gonna be a cool emo and right this
I miss you so much and the name of the person i miss is
_ _ _ _ _ _ _ Stupid _ _ _ _ _ _ _ EMOS
Fill in the blank and get on with life
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| - revenga
Ok i have done some fucked up shit in the past but the shit i just
pulled makes old me look like a fucking saint. I paid my bestfriend(the
only person that ever stayed with me through all the me's and the only
one that liked me for who i am) to leave a party so that i could be
cool like all the lifeless assholes at the party because i try to make
everyone happy and they don't. Once a great friend told me that fuck
what people think be yourself and unfortintly because i wasn't myself i
lost that great friend my bestfriend and why cause im stupid no for all
the people that caused this the very first one ryan we all know you
love and like to hang out with your sister stop acting like you don't
for nobodies, pat i can't keep changing myself to hang with u so
please be your oldself and like me for myself, rob all i do is change
so you won't fuck with me and you do anyway so why bother anymore, so
all you people that i changed so you would like me now lets see how
many people will like me for the real me, Now for my true friends ryan
is still my homie but you got to act like yourself diana your the
bestest friend i ever had you were there always and now your not and
its not worth waking up but i will cause i know its what u would want
if we were still friends and i wish we were then theres jenn because
even when me and diana didn't talk she was there for me and then katie
always there jay had some shady moments me and him but never really
turned his back to me then there erica well itas erica (love you
midget) these are my true friends people i can hang with when im me me
and diana at one point were the best team in the world we could make
anyone wish they were dead now its me i got nothing remember diana fuck
them beefy chicks and thier banana eatign friends bye
diana-n-chris bff over 6-19-05 |
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